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Recently life is a bit messed up. Sick for whole week last week. A lot of work seem waiting me to do. So tired.

Well... i wondering, want to go back JB, or continue to stay here.....

Finally :)

A lot of things happened for the last 2 weeks. After observation on both ML and PY, i decided to give up both them. They are not really suitable to me. My friend said that i am crazy as they might be the only chances i can get a gf as ML especially got feel towards me. Well, in fact i tried to accept ML. But eventually i couldnt convince myself that she is the girl i want to find. My friend criticised me that i have actually no much room for choices. However, why i need to force myself to be together with a girl that i have no much feel and eventually making both of us sad?

I actually really feel relax now. :) i still prefer to love ppl, and together with the girl i want to be.

Taiping Teambuilding

Today i went to Taiping with my group members for teambuilding. I actually slept quite late last night, around 2am. Thats why i was so relunctant to wake up this morning. When i woke up, i found it was raining and i was so happy. With raining day i can late to work and then use that as an excuse to not go to teambuilding and sleep more.

I sms JC - my manager, and kenny around 8am to inform that the rain had blocked me from go to office and so would not join the teambuilding, and would go to work after the rain stopped. They supposed to depart around 8.30am. I went back to sleep after sent out the sms. I think i only slept for couple of minutes then i heard my phone rang. JC called me ==" and told me that rain had stopped. OMG! The rain stopped right on 8.25am! .. I told JC that it was quite late for me to go join them as only 5 minutes left for departure. But JC told me that they can wait me.... ah... no choice, i wolde up and change cloth and rush to office in 20 minutes. ......

The journey was not bad. We went to Taiping lake. They pedal the cute swan boat around the lake. Then we went to muzeum. But the muzeum was closed due to electricity black out. What a coincidence. After that we went to Legend Inn for lunch. After lunch we went to Taiping zoo to show our faces to animals... lastly, we ate cendol there and home.

Well, teambuilding is an good event. It let us to know each other more and hopefully by that may improve the teamworking spirits. Hmm.. not a bad day for me, at least no need to work ;)

ST birthday celebration

I called up a gathering at Tao Lounge in Autocity last night to celebrate birthday for ST. There were around 13 people attended, more than i expected. The moment we reached there, our seats were been taken by other customers who reached earlier. Well, we had to wait until they finished their meal.

When we got our place, ST's friend, SJ was singing birthday song for ST. We joined her together and cheered the atmosphere there. After that ST had her first rest session and we had a lot of photo session. CJ ordered Bombay and made us cocktails. PR was the one said she want to be drunk from start, and she did that. She was the only one down last night, hehe... I think she having something not happy. Well, but i shouldnt ask much i think.

ST asked CJ went on stage to sing last night as her birthday present. He sang quite well. Then we taken out cake and sing birthday song for ST for 2nd time, LOL.... after finish sing and blow the candles, we only found that we taken wrong cake... haha.. then

we replace the cake we bought and... sing the birthday song third time... ZH said on stage that ST aged for 3 yrs in one night, LOL.... then the funny part was, PR they bought magic candles that damn hard to be blown off. The candle would flame again as long as it still having little heat on its tip. ST blowed the candles for 3 minutes on stage but couldnt blow all them off, made everyone there laugh.

After that we had supper in McD until 2am. PR was almost black out and only slept on table there until we almost back. Hopefully she will be alright soon.

Lastly, wish ST happy birthday.

Merdeka!!! Merdeka !!!

Different from last year, i went to autocity to count down independent day last night. I attended Coffee bean Tao Japanese buffet gathering first there. I ate a lot as the food is really not bad. But the price is expensive lo.... When we looked down the roads outside from second floor, there were cars everywhere and jam both at the exit and entrance. Really felt amazing with the crowd.

After the buffet dinner we met Chamelleon, Adeline, Panda and their sister at starbucks. We chat until midnight and right at 12am, fireworks took place in the sky. However, the fireworks was not wonderful as what i can see in JB during chinese new year. We chat until 1am and then dismissed.

On the way home, i heard the independent day speech from our prime minister through radio. Well, Malaysia is good country. But the governing is really hard to get my good comment. Hopefully they can improve one day, eventhough i personally really feel its hard. Anyway, happy birthday to Malaysia, Merdeka!!!

In love?

I was been very busy with work and ML for this 2 weeks and so didnt update here for some time. I had been work until 7pm-8pm everyday and then go to ML house to help her and CC to troubleshoot their computer problem. The time i reached home already 12am. After bath, check a bit mails, do some preparation for next day work, it was always 2am and i only managed to sleep for 4-5 hours a day. I was damn tired the whole week.

The relationship between me and ML is improve a lot as she finally approached me and confessed that she was confused with her feeling towards me. She couldnt determine whether she is like me or not. I told her that dont waste time on analysing that but just let everything develope naturally. When the time is come, we will know it.

In fact i havent determine my own feeling as well, whether she is the girl i am looking for. She is actually very nice girl, but too bad, my feel towards her is not strong. She is a very simple girl, she doesnt know what is romantic, how to flirt, tame like a sheep, and studying buddism sincerely. She inspires me that, am i like bad girl more? A bad girl does able to give me a lot fire sparks i think.

But back to realistics, i might never meet a nice girl like her if i give up this round..... hmmm... i need make up my mind faster...

2007 Astro Talent Quest

I went to 2007 Astro Talent Quest on last Saturday, for my beloved SHE, hehehe.... I tried to ask for tickets from my friends since weeks ago but seen it was hard to get. Luckily Kee got extra tickets from his friend who work as dancer for the show. He actually gave the tickets to CC, her bf and HL. But due to transport problem HL pulled out last minute and i coincidently take over her place.

We actually arrived early but the venue was already crowded. A big crowd jam in front of the Zone C entrance but the door was locked. We wait until the show started but the door was not open yet and no sign that it would be opened. The crowd started to make noise and even people breaking the door. Eventually the door broken and people sneaked in. I and CC, her bf went the hall through another entrance which the guard refused to let us in at first place. But after show i heard that there were quite many people went in without tickets as all the guards disappeared not long after the show started. There were even people walked straight to the very front of stage. ==" damn, they can see SHE so near!!!!!! i got ticket but had to see them so far away from second floor, aiks!

The show was considered successful. The stage design was great, colourful and attracting. Sound system was good as well. Watched the show live was really different with watch it on TV at home. I enjoyed myself especially when i saw my beloved SHE. Yeah.... haha....

Am i really became a playboy?

Well, i am very surprise to hear LH said that ML is thinking about want to accept me or not... After hearing this i actually not really feel happy, instead, i feel a bit worry... Frankly, i did not do much on ML, besides bought her meal once, celebrated her birthday with a bunch of friends, helped her to install windows on computer and visited her twice in her working place. The main reason i do not feel happy is because i found that i cant communicate with her well enough. I had been always feeling there is a gap between us. Thats why i never expect she will put me into consideration. This had put me into dilemma, as there is another girl also approaching me at the same time, PY. PY is an active, cheerful girl and able to joke. Both of them are totally opposite characters. Well, i never intentionally make this situation happens. If i am really a playboy i will just take both of them right? ... haha... but.. i dont want to do that... a good wife or a good lover... hmmm...

Anyway, maybe i am just thinking too much. At the end both of them might reject me, and i got neither of them. Hehe....

Lets see hows thing going on ...

Sick

I caught flu on saturday noon and started to sneeze non-stop. After came back home at midnight for ML birthday supper meet, i found that i got little bit fever. The fever was not getting better the next day and i called CJ to accomapany me to clinic for medicine. I got 2 days MC on this. Now i am getting better and recovering. :)

Busy life might be better for me

Recently is still busy with work at day. I try to make my life to be busy at night as well, by studying some investment skill, of course, to earn more money. After trying many ways to shoot more money i really felt that rely on my ownself is better. Somemore busier life left me lesser time to think of meaningless thingy. hmmm... ya... earn more money always better, even though you dont know why you have to, right?