One more night

Another night, i missing LT so much.. feel want to hug her, want to kiss her so much... LOL... "i love you", only can whisper in my mind

Broke Up

I just finished an old movie call "Broke up". It gives me a lot of confuses and thinking. Relationship is really complicated as human are complicated. Most of the time we are not realizing that we are using a wrong way to express ourselves to people surrounding us, especially our beloved. We always want, or at least hope that others would do the way as we expected, or ... as we wanted?? rather than accept who they are now. I still cant understand why Brooke choose to break up with Gary at the end of the movie, as both of them knowing they are loving each other, and both of them willing to accept each other as they are.

Another main theme of the movie is appreciate what your beloved do for you. Well, thats what most people lack of right? .... hmm...

Salary increment confirmed

I had my pay letter just now, after 2 weeks of waiting and worriness. Finally i been confirmed that my salary will be increased next month. Hehe... this helps a lot to overcome my financial problem...

http://muffinsoup.blogdrive.com/

hey, visit the blog if you wanna hang little bit smile on your face. Thats one of my little cute junior's blog. She did really impress me a lot during my time in UTM. I had never seen a person who can laugh or smile almost every second she falls into my eyes. I hope so much i can do that as well. I like her blog very much, though i not really have time to visit it often. The way she write is really crap ! LOL..... Good luck to your final year project and graduate as planned. Dont drop the lovely smile from your face, my little cute Queen of Mars. Nah.

Money vs Human

Suddenly feel that i trust money much more than human. I feel so unsecure without money. Well, there was a time that i treat money just as a tool and confident on human relationship. But after seen so much of thing i find out that human relationship is so fragile. Yeah, sometime, secure some money handy is crucial. Friends can do a lot of thing that money might not able to do; but if even friends cant help much, money is the last thing you can rely on along with ur family .... (well, dont talk about god here)

Playboy test

I did a playboy test which my friend forwarded to me... result => my playboy percentage is 0% !!!

What a ridiculous test.. Didnt i say that i am in progress of becoming a playboy? ... ... ahhh... ... funny result

Egg's Birthday (17/3/07)

Egg treated us buffet dinner in EverGreen hotel for his birthday celebration. Me, Kingfisher, Panda, Jayz, Tze lin and Zhenlin were attended the dinner. The food was consider nice and I had myself very full until couldnt really walk for quite long time (-_-")

My driving license (Second stage - In Penang)

There are 3 people that i must mentioned here, which help me a lot in getting my driving license in Penang. They are Yenhui, Azlida and of course LT.

For the first few months i worked in Penang i took taxi to company everyday. My car was driven by my brother to Penang and then was just put there in front the house i rent here within the period. The fee i paid for taxi was RM500 per month, which is a big amount.

After around 4 months i was worked in Penang, LT agreed to help me in getting my driving license. First she taught me how to drive. This made her the very first person i drove in my life. :) After that Yenhui and Azlida sent me to JPJ in Penang for getting approval to attend driving course in institute, as LT went to KL for job interview. After few times of 'unnecessary' visit to JPJ and institute (due to their inefficiency), eventually i got myself registered to the course. LT was the person helped me settled all the registration and documentation required.

Everything then went on smoothly. I attended all courses, theory and practical. But the week before my practical exam i only been told that i need to buy extra insurance for my car as i was using it for exam. Luckily Kangboon and LT were there and helped me for that. My exam was postponed for one month due to the insurance documentation.

At last, I got my driving license in September 2005.

Hunting for money

Last night Kenny and Kingfisher found out that i had given such a huge amount of loan to my friends. Kenny nagged me for half an hour that my heart is too soft and should take care of my own money well. I have to agree him that i should be strict to my friends for hunting my money back. I having kind of serious financial problem now and if everything do not go smoothly as planned my savings will drop below one thousand end of next week. Thats very critical situation to me if my family asking extra money from me or anything urgent happens.

Sometime, i may need to be cruel even to my own friends, to avoid putting myself in miserable situation like now. Is this call selfish? sigh....

My driving license (First stage - In Johor Bahru)

I got my driving license at September 2005. I believed that was the biggest achievement in my life so far. However the process of getting it was not easy at all.

It was my dream to drive since i enterred university. However, I know that my parents would not allow me to try it. Thats why i never mention this to them until the last year of my degree study.

It was the time i got call for interview from Altera in Penang. Even though my parents were worry about my life here, but they let me tried with the interview as they understood that my job opportunity was limited. After i came back from the interview, i raised up about my wish to get a driving license as transportation is the most critical issue have to be settle if i would work in Penang. However, they still not allowed my to do so and suggested me to hire an indonesean drive etc. to overcome this issue. Anyway, it might be a destined that i failed to get the job offer and so, this topic was dropped as well.

As i was failed in the interview, i felt that degree is not enough for me to get a job. I rejected call for interview from Intel Penang and decided to pursuit my master degree through research in my university. With great luck i managed to get a project which sponsored by Intel while having another government scholarship as well. Therefore i managed to save an good amount of money within the period of my research. At the end of my research, i managed to secure a job in Intel Penang. So i raised up my wish of getting driving license again to my parents, after a proper survey on the process of getting it.

Eventually my parents was agreed to let me try on it, as they realised i had done a lot of survey and abled to buy a car myself. On the first stage of getting my license, i must say thanks here to my junior. She was the person who fetched me to hospital to initiate the process of driving accessment. She also the first person who gave me full support in getting driving license before my parents did.

But the process was not go smoothly. I failed my first accessment. I was supposed to get myself a modified car which suit for my physical capability for the accessment. However, i had no idea where to get such car and so my father driven my brother's proton saga to hospital. Furthermore, it was a manual gear car without power steering. First i failed to turn the steering within the duration required, failed to shift my leg from accelerator pedal to brake with the speed required, couldnt change gear freely and failed to do some other actions that required.

The doctor was very reluctant to passs me. However, she said she salutes my determination and thus gave one more chance and wanted me to bring an automatic gear car for second accessment. In fact i was almost gave up and not really felt wanted to go for the second accessment. But since we had made the appointment so we just went for the second accessment next day without any expectation. After i finished all the action required, the doctor had a discussion with her assistant and eventually announced that i barely passed the accessment. This announcement was really surprised me and i was almost cried. :)

With the doctor's approval i went to the JPJ (Transport and Roads Council) to apply for the driving course and hoped that i abled to get my license in 2 months time before my first day of report to Intel. The JPJ guy seem no confident on me and refuse to approve me to register for driving course. However, according to procedure they have to approve me as i already got the doctor's approval. That guy even question the doctor's judgement and ask me dont risk my life to drive. After very long time of confrontation they eventually changed their talk. I was shocked that they told me i have to get my ownself a car which was modified and suit for my accessment. I was been understood that the driving school would provide me with such car but they told me not, Without other choice i have to buy myself a car.

The problem i faced that time was whether i want to risk my money for it. After discussion with family i decided to give it a try. If i fail to get license then my parents can have the car. I spent around 1 month to select, buy, and modify my car. I bought a Perodua Kenari which is very suitable to me. I practiced drive around my home under my father guidance but result was not encouraging. As the time left was not enough for me to complete the driving course as well, i decided to bring my car to Penang and get my driving license here.