My junior talked with LT and she told me that LT really feels we are not suitable and cannot fall in love with me. Well, I think i should stop to have any dream on her anymore and just be her good friend. Love cant be forced, and i also learned that sincerity cant guarantee love to you too. I just hope that she will be fine for the rest of her life and able to meet her Mr.Right soon.
My mood of course was terribled for this 2 days. I would like to cry but I failed. This makes me recall the song i attached above (i try to give a brief on the lyrics above if you cant understand the song). Basically i stop crying after around 12 years old. Sometime when i really sad and i would try to force myself to cry. Cry is the best way to release unhappiness and balance up my emotion. However, seem most of the time i could only squeeze out couple drops of tear.
Anyway, I am fine :) no need to worry about me (if you do)