Well, just called LT. Its more than a week i didnt talk with her. She told me about her admirer. I knew about this guy quite some time as he is wooing her couple of months already. He is mature (31 yrs old - should be right?), rich (having SGD$80000 - consider rich right?), caring and etc. She disclosed that she has some feeling on the guy but due to some reason she doesnt want to be attached yet. Then she asked me, should she accept the guy..... hmmmm... if you were me, what you would answer?
I only told her that, accept the guy you love, or at least, a guy that suitable to you. Even though i tried to control myself, but i knew that my tones were changed. The answer deep inside my heart might be the other way round. I still cant really let her go yet. My heart is still loving her. Maybe thats the reason i failed, i am weak. But i know that, i hope she can get a guy she really love, and together with him happily for the rest of her life. Well, just i am not the lucky one.