LT wants to leave, again!

This is the third time she plans want to leave Penang since i came here.The first time she planned to go Japan early this year to study with sponsorship from a friend (how nice to have a friend like that right?). But her friend encountered in finacial crisis after that and the plan canceled.

The second time is 2 months ago, which she resigned and wanted to find job either in KL or Singapore. But this plan ended up with cancelation again upon her boss request and some counter offers. Now she told me she resigned again and decided to go JB or Singapore next month to find job there.

Well, she always wants to leave Penang. Thats why i feel that if she really do that, she would not be coming back here again. However, I do really feel that Penang is the best place for her. Her behavior and personalities will make her encounter a lot of problems either in KL, JB or Singapore. At the end of the day, I quite sure that she will either compromise her personalities and profile (this is what i hate to see), or living miserably there.

I will really want to ask her stay if I could, but too bad i dont have such influences on her. She had made few important decisions since i came here including changed job to Sg.Petani, stop her studies, plan to Japan, etc. But most of the decisions contrasted with the suggestions i gave, and none of the results seem can convince me that she did the right choice. But i am not meaning that she did the wrong decisions, nobody know what would happen too if she followed my suggestion right? they might be worse instead :)

Anyway, hopefully the decision move to JB or Singapore is really the best for her! Goodbye, I know that, this will end up everything between me and her. LOL, wonder who in JB or Singapore will be so lucky to get her as wife.

What if LT marry one day

LT IM (instant messaging) me today and asked me a weird question. She asked me what will i do if she marrying someone one day in future..... hmm.... my brain immediately cold down and frozen. My brain became blank and suddenly i didnt know how to answer her. After tenths of second my brain started to operate again and i answered the worst answer in the world "cry?", useless guy's action right? but in my brain started have some other answers came out :

1. hire terrorists go to the place they register for marriage and create a bomb crisis there, then all registrations will be canceled. LOL.

2. rush to the place they register for marriage and kidnap her, then escape to Europe. LOL.

3. disguise as a fortune teller and go there tell them if they marry will bring unlimited disasters. LOL.

4. rush to the place and hug her husband then kiss him, make him become a gay. LOL.

Anyway, just joke around. If she is not mine, she must belong to someone else. I am not deserved to be her husband, someone else will do. I told my junior that what i am worrying now is she marry to a guy that will only bring miserable to her. But my junior said this is out of my control. She said LT is very lucky as I am a very nice guy to be together with, but she missed me, is that true? LOL, but i dont think so, at least i am not good enough for LT.

What i can do when she is marrying is Pray for her happiness. Nothing else i can done for her. :)

Coool 2006 Penang Gathering photoes

Below are the photoes i 'stole' from my junior's forum friends, LOL.

Owl

me and my junior

Coool members

Dont sick please

Feel like going to sick, having slight running nose, heaty, and feel cold in office. I think I didnt get serious sick yet after came to Penang last year. But please dont sick now. I will be no energy to cook even a bowl of maggie mee!!! Hopefully drink lot of water now can help.....

Missing her...

Well, i missing her again... even though i would still think of her everyday, but used to be a mild feel. But today quite miss her... hmm.... what type of smile i am giving now ? :)

My poor NCD

Well, went to police station with my colleague to settle the report. We hired a guy to negotiate for us with the Sargeant. Eventually the case was closed with a summon on my colleague for RM200 and the victim will claim on my insurance for compensation. I lost the NCD (stand for never claim discount??) for my car insurance next year :'(. Anyway, its lucky that i didnt get any deduction on license credits. But my car was been taken photo and filed! My poor car......

One day Penang trip with Forum friends

My junior came to Penang yesterday morning to visit me meanwhile joining a net-friends gathering. She knew all those net-friends in Coool Forum. As i was free i joined them for one day Penang trip as well. But with the police call i really felt my mood got spoilted.

Our meet started in Auto-city. We had our lunch there. There were quite number of them, around 10. Half of them are guys. After lunch we went to Penang Bird Park. Well, it has quite number of species of birds inside. There are more than 300 species in the park according to park's staff. However, the entrance fee is a bit high and i feel is not worth for visiting :).

After came out from bird park we lost their track. Then I and my junior called them and finally decided to go back island and meet them again around 6pm for steamboat dinner. We went to buy some stuff in Tesco, then straight went for the steamboat shop. I checked for Penang map from wikimapia and I drove according the road i thought is fastest. But too bad one path i chosen is actually a one way road in reverse direction of my interest and i couldnt continue my planned route. After couples of turns we got lost.

Well, we called them again and and they asked us to meet in Tesco. :( it was good if we just stayed in Tesco before that! ... The worst part was we couldnt find a road to go into Tesco from Jelutong express highway, and we mis-chosen a road to go up Penang Bridge! .... :( We lost RM 7 toll fee for nothing. Finally we met them around 7pm and followed them to the steamboat restaurant. After dinner we went to Gurney Plaza. It was around 10.30pm and most shop were closing. I dated few of my colleagues to watch movie "Dragon Tiger Gate"and so I and my junior left them. The movie is not bad. After movie and finally i reached my bed around 2.30am... It was really a tired day.

I will post the photoes of gathering once i got them :)

It was not an assasination!!!

It was really got shock when my sister called me from hometown to tell me that they received a letter from traffic police. The letter stated that my car involved in an accident at 19th July and wants me to meet a Sargeant in traffic police station. Well, the date was the day i borrow my colleague car and my car get assasinated. I thought the motorist went to report police. But that doesnt make sense as the motorist was in wrong according to my colleague. Since my dad shown very much of concern, i decided to check with him.

After he knew about the letter then he confessed that he actually knocked a Mercedes!!! ... Oh gosh..... he lied to me and now it becomes so troublesome now!!! .... Definitely i have to claim my insurance to cover the victim's car, and i lost my discount for premium next year, RM 300 for involvement in accident (maybe this will require him to pay), and the most crucial thing is will they deduct my license credit??? I am still under probation period and only have 10 points!!! Even though my friend said that he will go to meet the Sargeant with me and confess that he is the driver, I am still worry whose credit the Sargeant going to deduct. Sigh.... I am so vex now. I had a forum friends meeting with my junior after that, but this really spoilted my mood!

Cookies

Yesterday a member from forum, Yusin did some cookies. This is her first time to do cookies and she posted some photoes of them on forum. They look nice and i asked if i could have some. Surprisingly she agreed. She gave me her address and I asked my colleague to bring me there. Well, this was my first meet with her. Her cookies were not bad, but a little bit fragile, and sugar was not fully mixed well. LOL. But she is still worth to be praised as she did quite well in her first try. Keep going.

A Lame Guy

Just read a post in forum, felt really want to kick his ass if i could. The guy is around 30+ and is planning to divorce with his wife, and is posting a post in forum to ask for opinion from other members. He together with his wife for six years (including dating and marriage) and is having 2 kids now. His argument is he cant stand her wife and already lost his patient. He has no feel on his wife now.

I cant really understand people now if they have time to consider about divorce, why they cant sit down to analyse the problems and try to solve them. Ya, i know that might not be easy as just saying here, but is him really tried his best? did him show good effort on that? I do really hope that he is not looking for excuses for his lame personalities. Except that both of them are looking forward to divorce, if not there is not impossible to solve the problems. What i am concerning are the kids, not them.

As i said before, people nowadays have more choices, and therefore becoming more selfish. Lots of decisions made were actually based on own feel rather than the effects of decisions. Why is it so hard to say sorry? why is it so hard to start a conversation? why is it so hard to do all these things for your lovely kids?

hmmm.... remember, if you are not marry yet, please make sure you are really able to communicate with your partner first. If you feel that you cant really voice out your opinion and true feeling in front of him/her, please re-evaluate your relationship and future. You can avoid all those unhappy stuff !