Finally :)

A lot of things happened for the last 2 weeks. After observation on both ML and PY, i decided to give up both them. They are not really suitable to me. My friend said that i am crazy as they might be the only chances i can get a gf as ML especially got feel towards me. Well, in fact i tried to accept ML. But eventually i couldnt convince myself that she is the girl i want to find. My friend criticised me that i have actually no much room for choices. However, why i need to force myself to be together with a girl that i have no much feel and eventually making both of us sad?

I actually really feel relax now. :) i still prefer to love ppl, and together with the girl i want to be.