Should I sad?

Recently i was been very good luck, i mean for my fortune. I won money 3 night straight from football, my unit trust keep climbing high as share market is bullish, even my intel share jump up USD$1 today! .. ya, everytime when money come into my pocket for no reason, i know i would be failed in my court again.

It proven true today as ST put in her msn nick that indicated me we only can be friend.. hmmm... well, i respect her decision. I dont know should i sad or not as i actually never confess to her and she never reject me as well, so, what i am sadding for? ... sigh...