This morning LT messaged me sorry, as she felt she hurt me.... in fact i was very surprised with the words. I admit i am sad and sad and very sad, but i dont think that she needs to feel any guilty or say sorry to me. Firstly it was meaningless; secondly nobody should be blamed or felt guilty as well; Love just cant be forced. If really there is right or wrong, i think i need to say sorry to her too. For the past one year i kept asking her to come out (twice a week i think; there was a period i even date her everyday), kept pushing her, until she need to use so many types of reason to turn down my date, i sure she was very pressured that time. Anyway, everything is over........ ya..... its over ......
Saturday night Irene asked us why a guy would turn down a girl's confession (what happened to her best friend), since her friend is very pretty and nice. Well, if i know the answer, i think i wont be so miserable now. You might be able to give 1000 reasons, but doesnt mean you are able to get an answer from them. There is no answer i think, you are just cant accept him/her at that moment, no matter you like him/her or not. Ya, hurt, is the only outcome; but no sorry please.... No matter what, you have to take it, no matter how pain it is.
No comments:
Post a Comment