心愿便利帖

心愿便利贴
作词：陈静楠
作曲：方文良
编曲：许恒瑞
合唱：吴忠明+元若蓝

(男)一天一天贴近你的心 你开心 我关心
(女)一点一滴我都能感应 你是我 最美的相信

(男)等不到 双子座 流星雨 洒满天际
(女)先点燃 九支仙女棒 代替

(男)最灿烂 不一定 要许多 钻石黄金
(合)看你眼睛 有幸福的倒影

(女)把你的讨厌 宅急便 送到天边
(男)平凡的傻事 用了心 变成经典
(合)存满满的心愿 便利贴 贴成无限 就是我们 最富有的宣言

(男)把你的喜欢 每一天 复习两遍
(女)惊喜的预言 我的天 通通应验
(合)你和我的心愿 便利贴 贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念

(女)一天一天贴近你的心
(男)一点一滴我都能感应
(合)你是最美的相信

Passport

I got my passport eventually today. I went to Jabatan Migresen yesterday but all numbers were taken. Therefore i had to go again today to get my passport done. The building is sucks with no lift. I climbed 3 floors to reach the stupid office. After submitted my forms, we found that there is no toilet on 3rd floor ! I had to climb down to 2nd floor to reach toilet and then climbed back to 3rd floor to get my passport one hour later! The only good thing i know about there is, i no need to pay RM300 for my passport, its free to me, wahaha....

解脱

这次回来除了和家人团聚之外，我觉得我最想记录下来的应该是LT已经有了男朋友这件事吧。

昨晚打电话给她，好久没联络了，想问问她最近怎么样了。很意外的是一个男的接电话，让我有点不知所措。他问我是谁，我就说待会儿再打过去。两个小时后打过去却还是同一个男的接电话，我想我已经大概可以猜到他们的关系了。这一次他坚持要我说出名字，让我更加肯定他是她的男朋友。他说LT已经不再用这个电话，他会通知她我找她。

过了一会儿LT打电话过来，用了一个陌生的号码。问了之后肯定她交了男朋友，从9月开始的，在我送了她生日礼物之后一个星期。那个男的追了她大约半年多吧，比起我浪费的3年其实短很多。但他成功了，我失败了。刚确定的时候其实有点失落，心情挺糟的，甚至有点激动。很想找人诉苦，但三更半夜的却又不知道要找谁。之后她又打了过来，我们聊了很久。从她的工作，财务，到感情。她辞职了，在这个经济最糟糕的时候，和她以前一样，不会想。财务更糟，工作那么多年全让母亲拿去挥霍。感情，她的男朋友，可以三更半夜让她，在全马犯罪率最高的新山一个人驾车去找他，而她也愿意如此，这就是爱情。那像我以前，亲自到她家楼下也不愿出来见我。这些，让我明白了，一个人喜欢我的话，根本不会让我等；不喜欢我的话，三年的痴心又如何？

明白了这些之后，我反而觉得，我并没有那么伤心了。也许她交了男朋友，反而是给我的一种解脱。这些年来就算我遇到不错的女生，也不会很主动地去争取，除了信心的问题外，不能完全忘记她是另一个主要的原因。无论如何，我想祝福她。也希望我已经解脱。

我的幸福，还有多远呢？

Chinese New Year 2009

26th January 2009 was the first day of Chinese Lunar New Year. For Chinese, this is the most important day throughout a year. I came back JB on 21st January and will stay until 2nd February. Well, nothing much i could say about my new year as i am too old and it has become a festival that i could reunion with my family. We had steamboat as usual on new year eve, visited my uncle house on 1st day of new year, visited grandmother and auntie home on 2nd day of new year. I spent a lot of time watching taiwan idolize drama. i think nothing special would happen in the next few days too. Anyway, i hope that this new coming cow year will be a good year for me. Good luck.

Small Things Challenge

Well, i didnt do much charity last year, mainly due to economy downturn and some investments that drained out most of my cash. However, Intel had set up a website that allowed me to do charity FOC, hehe. Even though there are not many people visiting this blog, but i still hoping that you may try to help those unlucky groups in case you read this passage.

Intel had set up a page call "Small Things Challenge" http://www.smallthingschallenge.com/

At least 80% of humanity lives on less than $10 a day, while 75 million children worldwide are not in school. By pooling surprisingly small investments, we can help to significantly improve educational access and economic development. It’s called The Small Things Challenge, and it’s a campaign based on the premise that every small action can make a big difference to ensure quality education and economic opportunity for all. We challenge you to join us in becoming a part of the solution. Your help will make a difference.

After loaded the page, what you need to do is just click on the link as shown below

Each click you hit, Intel would donate 5cents on your behalf. You can click it once a day for a year. After you hit on the link, you may need to key in security code as shown below

Click submit then you completed your donation. Easy right? and this is FOC, you no need to pay anything!

If you really extra cash that you want to donate, click on another link as shown below

Let get move now and help those in need :)

换衣服了

今天呢我终于完成了这里的换装。背景图案与颜色则保留，因为我喜欢绿色，希望不会有人送我绿帽，呵呵。。。

我在右边的sidebar加入了一些自动更新的gadgets，提供一些有趣的资讯。我也更换了自述，以及部落格的标题。整体上应该不会再让人觉得很单调吧。至于内容嘛，我会继续这样的懒散写作风格，哈哈。。。 虽然我知道读我写的东西很闷，但至少这里记载了我心里的话。在我还没成功把自己转变成活泼开朗的阳光少男之前，你们就先忍着吧。。。呵呵

新的一年里人们总会设定新的目标，而我今年的目标之前已经说过了。但我想要在这里加上一样，那就是改变我自己。我想找回我那失去了3年的自信，那股不可一世的傲慢。希望我会很快就可以完成我所有的目标，加油！

开心果

YS从澳洲回来了2个星期后终于在星期二见到了她。她有点瘦了，变得更加漂亮成熟，但可爱单纯的性格依然没有变。跟他在一起从来不会有闷的感觉，因为她能够一直让我打从心里开心的笑起来。

一连3天晚上，我，她和LH3个人跑遍了半个槟岛吃吃喝喝，聊天吹水，相当开心自在。明年她应该不会再回来了，说实话我会很想念这个小女生。我想应该没有其他人可以让我无话可说的笑起来吧。希望她在澳洲一切顺利。

心情低落

今天心情不好，原因我不想提了。刚才洗澡的时候有点想哭，但还是一样哭不出来，不知道泪腺是不是有问题。之前的主题有提过一首阿牛的歌，歌名叫做“哭”，依然很喜欢那一句“最苦是泪水在哽在心头 流不出，就像要爱 却不懂得怎么去爱”。什么时候我才能好好的哭一场呢？

在Queensbay足足逛了两天，走得我腿都有点失去知觉了。看了3部电影，两部找到人陪，一部是自己一个人看的。也许，我必须改变我自己，让自己变成一个脸皮很厚很厚的人，嘴巴不停的说着似是而非的东西，做着自己开心就好的事，活在当下，这样的人生才会少掉很多的不快乐。做着不是自己的自己，有人会说很假，有人会说这是改变，but who cares??? 人们只是要看到自己喜欢看到的东西，又有谁会有空去欣赏一颗石头背后隐藏着的坚强，不屈不挠呢？

能不能成功改变，我不知道，但我不想再这样下去了。。。。我要做我想要做的事。

28 Years Old - wish myself a happy birthday

This week was fully booked by friends lunch and dinner meetings, thats why i couldnt update here right on my birthday.

7th night was went out to have dinner with david, junhern, JH, HF, HT and SF. We went to Kulim to fetch HT as HF was not free to get her. Junhern GPS seem couldnot track down the exact coordinate accurately, therefore bring us to 'holland' just from the road in front of her house. We made a lot of turns there and eventually called her helplessly to ask for her home direction. We then went Tao after dinner. David starts to fool and flirt around with a waitress there. He said the girl looks good to work in his shop. But we all went shock when she told us she is just 17 years old. LOL. We stay there until 1am and then went back.

On the birthday lunch, i went egate with David and Junhern. David had a meeting there and so me and Junhern had our lunch first. Junhern then left early as he had a meeting on 1pm and i waited for David alone. After 20 mins Junhern called me up said that he took my car keys :s crap. I had to ask David to fetch me back to office after that and left my car there with no choise. Luckily the car park fee is not that expensive.

On the night, i dated steven and kelly for dinner. The objective of this dinner was actually match making for them ... hehe... yeah, how kind am i, blek... we went new world park mizi bistro for dinner. then steven fetch her back to balik pulau. both of them seem having good impression on each other. haha, hopefully i can get my angpow soon.

Yesterday i had lunch with Kenny in pizza hut. he told me some of his private life and sound interesting. hehe. really, some guys are really good in tackling girls.

As a 28 years old guy, i want to focus on making money. As what i discussed with Junhern on the night, we felt harder to chase girls with age growed. We still recalled how bold and crazy we were during our young time when we see the girls interested. Now, both of us became conservative, maybe we had reached the age where we had lost our expectation on relationship. Anyway, anything can be changed. We might be able to become bold again when we meet the right one.

Hey yea, 28 years old guy, work hard for your life, work cheers for your life :)

耐心

其实从小到大，我都不是一个很有耐心的人。冲动，急性子，粗心，简直就和我爸爸一样，呵呵。但由于行动上的不便，很多时候我都必须等，必须忍耐，渐渐的，耐性培养了起来。可是江山易改，本性难移，时不时我还是会露出很没有耐心的一面。

朋友也曾经说过我应该更有耐性，说话放慢速度，凡是slow down，这样，我才能够更加事半功倍，处理很多事情，促进人际关系。工作，待人，投资更是需要耐心。

深呼吸，让自己放轻松一点。慢慢来，也许真的可以做的更好。

2009 :)

A year passed in no time, will 2009 marks the beginning of a new era? The economy crisis from US had shaked the whole world in 2008, made it one of the worst economic performance year in history. 2009 will be the year we seeing all the subsequent effects of crisis. Well, i am still hoping 2009 can be a good year for all.

30th Dec i went to Amp Square karaok with KF, Sherlyn and gang. We taken the 5 ppl wine package which allowed to sing for 9 hours from 6pm - 3am. we all expected that we couldnt make it for 9 hours but fact proved that we were all wrong. Everyone seem still able to continue at 3am. Amazing huh. I would this was the best singing experience of mine.

31st Dec i went to my neighbour's house for a small gathering. Well, it was a bit bored at the beginning as i did not know anyone there except my neighbour. After the meal i moved to another table and surprisingly found that few of them actually saw me before. We then start to chit chat and play games, it was really fun. We count down together at 12am and continued the game. i returned around 2am as i had to wake up early the next morning.

1st Jan, i visited Pulau Pangkor together with david and Junhern. we reached there around 12pm. There are several beaches and we selected the one near to GuanYin temple. i sit on the beach watched for their stuff and they went for canoe. I found that most visitors there are malays, then foreigners mostly from europe i think. Not really many chinese there. we changed 2 beaches after that. Junhern seem like beach a lot, swim and dive the whole day. We back around 7pm and reach penang at 11pm.

I set few targets this year. firstly, exploring new income source. the main direction will be stock market, or investment on tuition center. secondly is bringing my parent to east malaysia for travel, targetting sabah. thirdly is continue to expand my network by knowing more friends from different fields. lastly, keep my financial position balance towards the 30-years plan set. The plan was progressed too slow for past 3 years, mainly due to LT and bad investment. Hopefully 2009 i can catch it up a bit.

Happy new year to everyone.