Tao Lounge Night

Coffee Bean held his second Tao Buffet gathering last night. I didnt go for that as I was attended the first one 2 months ago. Around 6pm i departed to fetch KY and LF. As KF said he wanted to bring us to have special food as dinner in Butterworth, i decided to take ferry across the sea. This is the first time i took ferry after almost 3 yrs in Penang. Kind of interesting actually, by looking at the system they apply at jetty. All cars queue in rows before dock on the ferry. The workers sliding the block between rows to make sure the number of car do not exceed the quote. The system is primitive but i think is quite effective. However, the Penang is too far away for observation.

After we reached Butterworth, KF brought us to eat octopus and Char Koay Teow at Bagan Ajam. The food is not bad but out of my expectation. We continued later by fetching Zonlee and went to Tao. After we took our seats at lounge, KM and HF arrived. Happily HF willing to sit beside me as i requested. I ordered 1 pint of KilKenny, which is a beer that i didnt take it for quite some time.

Whole night i talked to HF most of the time, and then YSL joined us afterward. I sat very close and tight to HF, hehe.. I think this is the first i take initiative to do that. I was not sure she was comfortable or not, maybe she doesnt dare to sit with me again next time, haha.. I requested to take a photo with her, and then YSL did that as well. Very obviously YSL is interests on HF, and this is the second time he approaches girl i interesting too. Anyway, his chance is always higher than me and i actually do not expect much from HF as well. I keep the reason as secret here. One of the good thing of last night was i discovered HF's leg is quite beautiful, as i sat very close with her. My body having her perfume smell as well afterward, haha.. I am not sure what brand of perfume she is using, smell nice.

There were a lot of people, joining the Tao buffet. few are not familiar with. Met LHKPop, AmyTeng, LX, and others who long time never see. We were home around 1.30am.

遥远的初恋

时隔7年，今天我终于见到了我遥远的初恋对象，ET，哈哈。好久都没有那么高兴了，因为毕竟圆了我7年的梦。当年她差一点就成为了我的情人，虽然这是我人生里久久未能平复的遗憾，但我不得不承认，当年不成熟的我其实并不适合和她在一起。这7年来，我们都保持着好朋友的关系，但在我心里，她一直都存在着一个特别的位置，虽然很多时候我们都因为太忙而不经意的忽略的对方。

她终于答应和我见面，是因为她即将跳飞机到英国去，很难确定她还会不会回来。说实话，如果这一生都没有见过她，这将会是我除了不能很好的孝顺父母之外，这一辈子最大的遗憾。

她到达见面地点之前，我有点紧张。在喜欢的人面前我会很难说话，是很多朋友都知道的弱点。虽然和她以朋友身份相对了那么多年，但我心里还是会对她有些许期待，有机会的话，我真的想要再追求她一次。当她终于出现在我的视线时，我心里的感觉不知要怎么形容。她与我想象中的一样，是一个有气质，充满吸引力的女生。我的眼光果然不差，哈哈哈。。。

东拉西扯的聊了一通，我的口才果然还是有待加强。按我的要求，她带了相机。终于我们有了第一张合照，很希望这不会是最后也是唯一的一张。可惜拍照的时候靠的不够近，呵呵。。。

无论如何，很感谢她特地老远的架了一个小时的车来见我。希望她在英国一切顺利，也希望我和她有缘会再见面。再会了，我的梦中初恋。

照片

昨晚拿到了HF的friendster, 拿了她很多照片，哈哈， 好高兴。。。。

也不知道从什么时候开始，我开始喜欢收集喜欢的人的照片，而且是大量的收集。看看我的收藏，其实也不算多啦，到现在为止真正有去用心收集的只有LT, ET, ZY, 和刚刚的HF。

ET的照片从5年前起断断续续的收集3年左右，但数量不多，主要是因为她不肯给。不少照片都是要求了好久才勉强给我的。但从去年开始我已经很少和她要照片了，越来越懒惰和她耗那么多时间，只为了一张照片。ZY的照片呢从今年3月开始收集的。其实我也不知道收集她的照片来干吗，因为打从认识她我就知道她不可能会喜欢我，对她的感觉其实更像是对待妹妹那样。她现在也有了一位常常今天吵，明天好的男朋友，但还是时不时会去偷拿她msn的头像，收来好玩，哈哈。

LT的照片则留给我最多回忆。她应该是和我合照过最多的女生吧。当初追求她时的最后半年，她一直逃避和我见面。不知有多少个寂寞的夜晚，我只能对这她的照片叹息。她不告而别之后，我也只能看着她的照片流泪。现在，我已经很少再去翻看那些照片了。

至于HF,其实应该算刚认识不久吧，喜欢她身上有的一股气质。但她心里还一直挂念着前男友。

现在想想，也不知道是不是因为一直都认为我喜欢的人都不会喜欢自己，所以才会想要收集她们的照片，寂寞的时候至少可以看看照片，傻瓜似的单相思一下，哈哈。。。。